Where I stand.

Aug 04, 2009 22:04

I'm going into my last year of high school with no chance of getting into my dream school.
All of my friends have either moved graduated or have too many other friends to bother with me.
My mother is in a constant "I hate Karis" mood
There are only three weeks left of the best summer of my whole life
My boyfriend is moving four hours away in exactly two weeks from today.

And I have never EVER been so excited to see what happens next in my life.

Sure, I may cry my eyes out for the entire week before school starts.
And I may be lonely for a few weeks, as I was last year, until I made new friends.
And School may be hard, and time consuming, and I may want to kill myself at times...

But, even with all of that, I'm gonna make new friends, I'm gonna start anew with things I may have done wrong in the past. I'm gonna give second chances. I'm going to have only six casses and I'm gonna work my butt off to get the best possible grades in all six. I'm gonna be Student Body vice president and I'm gonna be Drama Club vice president.  I'm gonna make visits to uncg as often as I can and I'm gonna be counting down the days until fall break, then thanksgiving and every other break they may have. I'm going to do my best to make my relationship survive this, and break that stupid stereotype that long distance can never work. and finally I'm going to be counting down the days until June 2010 when I can finally say that I've acomplished soemthing in life, and I can get out of here for good.

This year will either suck, or be the best year yet and I personally cannot wait to find out which one it will be.
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