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okay so today was pretty good for once. like i actually didnt hate school and nothing super bad happened. its moms birthday tmm and i still didnt get her anything but oh well. i totally got fuckign ownd today by a metal pipe. it was rediculous and now i have a huge egg on my fucking forhead. i really love auto again and its good to know im doing something i love. i also got my license in the mail today which made me happy. just a good day
me and rachel broke up. i just didnt want a gf anymore and i wanted to be happy and now i feel like i am. i just do not like commitment and im not happpy with a gf. i feel like i really hurt her but i didnt want to. idk sometimes things have to be done which suck.
Mom and I are actually getting along lately which is amazing because usually we're fighting. i love her and im so glad were not fighting. my mom is honestly my best friend. it might sound rediculous but she is. I'm getting my blackouts back again but i dont want to tell mom because i dont need her worrying anymore. i had it like three times today and im hoping my head injury didnt do anything to make it worse but i guess we'll see. I've been thinking about my life in general lately and i really enjpoy it. for once in my life im happy and its an amazing feeling
I'm getting back in touch with people i had kinda stopped talking to and its nice. i honestly missed some of them and idk why i ever stopped talking to them. Kaitlyn is one of my best friends like we havnt been friends for a wicked liong time but shes an amazing friend. shes always there for me and honestly if she ever needed me id be there for her. Ali is amazing too. i fucking love her. shes so nice and cute and i love our relationship. like were best friends to the end and no matter what and i love it.
me and rachel broke up. i just didnt want a gf anymore and i wanted to be happy and now i feel like i am. i just do not like commitment and im not happpy with a gf. i feel like i really hurt her but i didnt want to. idk sometimes things have to be done which suck.
Mom and I are actually getting along lately which is amazing because usually we're fighting. i love her and im so glad were not fighting. my mom is honestly my best friend. it might sound rediculous but she is. I'm getting my blackouts back again but i dont want to tell mom because i dont need her worrying anymore. i had it like three times today and im hoping my head injury didnt do anything to make it worse but i guess we'll see. I've been thinking about my life in general lately and i really enjpoy it. for once in my life im happy and its an amazing feeling
I'm getting back in touch with people i had kinda stopped talking to and its nice. i honestly missed some of them and idk why i ever stopped talking to them. Kaitlyn is one of my best friends like we havnt been friends for a wicked liong time but shes an amazing friend. shes always there for me and honestly if she ever needed me id be there for her. Ali is amazing too. i fucking love her. shes so nice and cute and i love our relationship. like were best friends to the end and no matter what and i love it.