Meh . . .
I think I calmed down a little since Thursday, tomorrow morning I'm going in early to try and get a "second chance" in AFA, that's all I need to prove myself.
Also, my psychologist told me I need to find better ways to take out my and and frustration on other things than myself, no,I am not starting a gang, or going on a killing spree . . . yet, but I decided to use this place as a plave to rand and bitch about all the problems no one wants or needs to hear about, hopefully by doing that I can do better in school.
My Aunt, that I thank God that I am not related to is in the hospital from smoking to many ciggy's, she has a tumor that keeps bleeding, and makes her cough up blood, yeah, it's disgusting, and painful, but my mom said if she lives for another few weeks we are going to Florida, on Halloween weekend, because we have that Friday off, and I REALLY do not want to fly all the way to one of my least favorite, extremely humid, sates, on my Birthday, more of all it's to see a relative who is dying because she was too stupid to think of her own health, and that of my Cousins, to stop smoking, years ago, and let it be known, I feel no pity what so ever for her, but I do feel sorry for my Uncle, and my Cousins, for having to put up with her.
Also, my psychologist told me I need to find better ways to take out my and and frustration on other things than myself, no,I am not starting a gang, or going on a killing spree . . . yet, but I decided to use this place as a plave to rand and bitch about all the problems no one wants or needs to hear about, hopefully by doing that I can do better in school.
My Aunt, that I thank God that I am not related to is in the hospital from smoking to many ciggy's, she has a tumor that keeps bleeding, and makes her cough up blood, yeah, it's disgusting, and painful, but my mom said if she lives for another few weeks we are going to Florida, on Halloween weekend, because we have that Friday off, and I REALLY do not want to fly all the way to one of my least favorite, extremely humid, sates, on my Birthday, more of all it's to see a relative who is dying because she was too stupid to think of her own health, and that of my Cousins, to stop smoking, years ago, and let it be known, I feel no pity what so ever for her, but I do feel sorry for my Uncle, and my Cousins, for having to put up with her.