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No idea quite how I've managed to update this with being quite how drunk as I am, but I'm updating my journal anyway.
I was actually considering throwing myself into the river (at -4° C) tonight but it turned out that an old friend of mine who I knew when I was 13 or so was working security at the university and came tp see ff I was OK.
Also I could't do that to people who (inexplicably) care about me.
I'm really of the opinion that nothing really matters. The universe would not notice if I popped out of exitence this second, but there you go.
Fucking philospohpical drunk.
I was actually considering throwing myself into the river (at -4° C) tonight but it turned out that an old friend of mine who I knew when I was 13 or so was working security at the university and came tp see ff I was OK.
Also I could't do that to people who (inexplicably) care about me.
I'm really of the opinion that nothing really matters. The universe would not notice if I popped out of exitence this second, but there you go.
Fucking philospohpical drunk.