Thank you, Kacey!
It has been a long time, but thanks to kaceyjane, I'm going to try to give an update to show I'm still alive
The reason I have shyed away from LJ lately is because I've been dealing with some mental stuff. I've been to a doctor, and I'm treating my anxiety and depression. I'm taking Zoloft and Xanax, and I'm also taking blood pressure medicine for my high blood pressure. But I've just been feeling so strange the past few months. I just kind of dreaded updating my journal. Its nothing personal against any of you, I love you all. Its just been a rough time for me.
I'm still working as a doorman. Since its the holiday season, residents have been giving me money in holiday greeting cards. Its serious money too, like $50 or $100 with each card. I'm saving it all for my financial padding, but I'm going to buy something nice for myself as well. I've been feeling good at my job because I'm getting to know the residents very well, and I can see myself making good connections with people already (possibly getting me a good, full time job). Happy Holidays to you all!
I have been getting a lot of quality time with my dad. We go out to the "man cave" in our garage, and sit around and drink beer, smoke cigarettes and weed, and vent about everything. Its been a huge relief. I can see that since he got a job as a doorman as well, he has been a lot better mentally. He laughs a lot more, makes more jokes, talks about the weird shit the residents in his building do. Its nice to have some father/son time.
Honestly thats all that has been going on with me. I'm starting the job search again soon, I've been too depressed to even think about new jobs lately. I'm fixing up my resume, so I can hand some out to people at my work.
I have been sporadically reading your journals, since I have a nice app on my igoogle page. If any of you have any questions about me, or just want to vent, or just want to say hello, comment on this, or send me an email please! trichotomy@gmail.com
Again, thank you kaceyjane, you are wonderful!
The reason I have shyed away from LJ lately is because I've been dealing with some mental stuff. I've been to a doctor, and I'm treating my anxiety and depression. I'm taking Zoloft and Xanax, and I'm also taking blood pressure medicine for my high blood pressure. But I've just been feeling so strange the past few months. I just kind of dreaded updating my journal. Its nothing personal against any of you, I love you all. Its just been a rough time for me.
I'm still working as a doorman. Since its the holiday season, residents have been giving me money in holiday greeting cards. Its serious money too, like $50 or $100 with each card. I'm saving it all for my financial padding, but I'm going to buy something nice for myself as well. I've been feeling good at my job because I'm getting to know the residents very well, and I can see myself making good connections with people already (possibly getting me a good, full time job). Happy Holidays to you all!
I have been getting a lot of quality time with my dad. We go out to the "man cave" in our garage, and sit around and drink beer, smoke cigarettes and weed, and vent about everything. Its been a huge relief. I can see that since he got a job as a doorman as well, he has been a lot better mentally. He laughs a lot more, makes more jokes, talks about the weird shit the residents in his building do. Its nice to have some father/son time.
Honestly thats all that has been going on with me. I'm starting the job search again soon, I've been too depressed to even think about new jobs lately. I'm fixing up my resume, so I can hand some out to people at my work.
I have been sporadically reading your journals, since I have a nice app on my igoogle page. If any of you have any questions about me, or just want to vent, or just want to say hello, comment on this, or send me an email please! trichotomy@gmail.com
Again, thank you kaceyjane, you are wonderful!