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it seems to say something to me when i call the 5 or so people that i trust and usually feel ok talking to, none answer, and only one who bothers to call back is my 31 year old cousin. why cant i relate to or trust people my own age? i'd way rather hang out with people out of college than other teenagers. but then when it comes to my cousin, she cannot relate at all. she has 3 kids, has been out of high school for like 14 years, and when she was in high school she was popular and into sports and she doesnt understand the life of a stressed out drama geek. i love her so much and she has the biggest heart ever, but she just cant understand why things make me feel the way that they do.
i cant make it another 234 more days in this school. i need to get out. phoenix and everything is making me mature before my time and i can't be around the rest of my graduating class anymore. i just can't handle it.
i cant make it another 234 more days in this school. i need to get out. phoenix and everything is making me mature before my time and i can't be around the rest of my graduating class anymore. i just can't handle it.