Day 74: Late afternoon: Sitting Room : Triple Trouble
As a rule of thumb, Wolf liked to always be doing something. It kept his body active and in good shape. Sitting wasn't one of his favorite things to do. In fact, it was his least favorite thing in the world to do. He glared at his foot, currently propped up on pillows properly so that it would not swell. It was settled around some cool water packs and he had a pillow behind him, a few books to read and a drawing pad. As long as he did as he was told, he should be OK, he just didn't like worrying Murata. It was hard on him, he knew, Wolf had gone off and done a few crazy things.
Everything was hard though. Ever since that night he'd spent with Yuuri his head hurt from trying to deal with separating the different levels of love he felt. He loved Murata, he understood that now as he knew that he couldn't stop loving Yuuri. Both his Yuuri... and ... he sighed, and forced his brain away from the end of that sentence. Yuuri was Yuuri, perhaps he had been foolish to try and love someone else, but he couldn't help how he felt. He loved Murata too. He loved him enough to go through what he did -for- him. He didn't know how to separate these levels yet but he was trying. It made his head hurt just to think about them.
There was a reason he instinctively leaped to the defense of any Yuuri. That emotion wasn't easy to simply turn off just because you were looking at someone else's soul. Or were all the variations fragments of the same soul split up? Ah, that kind of thing was too deep for him.
He was already getting a headache thinking about it too much. That's what happened when he was stuck here sitting down doing NOTHING! He started thinking and that generally drove him insane. He knew he would eventually learn how to manage everything and he didn't want to have to guard himself every time he was alone with a Yuuri. He wanted those feelings to either stay stay BURIED or under complete control. It wasn't fair, it was hard to love more than one person. He picked up a book and hurdled it at the door in frustration.
If he was able to walk around at least he could involve himself in something where he didn't have to think!
OOC: Yuuri and I are starting a small plot. So, first pose is for Yuuri, but anyone can join after we get it under way we want to move it forward quickly first. I can't wait until you guys at school are done soon!!
OOC Update: Anyone can feel free to jump in now.
Everything was hard though. Ever since that night he'd spent with Yuuri his head hurt from trying to deal with separating the different levels of love he felt. He loved Murata, he understood that now as he knew that he couldn't stop loving Yuuri. Both his Yuuri... and ... he sighed, and forced his brain away from the end of that sentence. Yuuri was Yuuri, perhaps he had been foolish to try and love someone else, but he couldn't help how he felt. He loved Murata too. He loved him enough to go through what he did -for- him. He didn't know how to separate these levels yet but he was trying. It made his head hurt just to think about them.
There was a reason he instinctively leaped to the defense of any Yuuri. That emotion wasn't easy to simply turn off just because you were looking at someone else's soul. Or were all the variations fragments of the same soul split up? Ah, that kind of thing was too deep for him.
He was already getting a headache thinking about it too much. That's what happened when he was stuck here sitting down doing NOTHING! He started thinking and that generally drove him insane. He knew he would eventually learn how to manage everything and he didn't want to have to guard himself every time he was alone with a Yuuri. He wanted those feelings to either stay stay BURIED or under complete control. It wasn't fair, it was hard to love more than one person. He picked up a book and hurdled it at the door in frustration.
If he was able to walk around at least he could involve himself in something where he didn't have to think!
OOC: Yuuri and I are starting a small plot. So, first pose is for Yuuri, but anyone can join after we get it under way we want to move it forward quickly first. I can't wait until you guys at school are done soon!!
OOC Update: Anyone can feel free to jump in now.