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so. i pretty much hate my feet. they have been hurting now, more than ever lately. i want to get this stupid surgery over with. 4 more months. my mom really pissed me off tonight. i'm SO tired of her going through my stuff & i'm even more tired of her telling me what to do in my own relationships. she has to manipulate everything in my life. it's not enough for her to just deal with her own relationships, she has to try and control mine too. so this is to everyone, not anyone in specific, but i want everyone to know this: i can handle myself. i can handle my relationships. i can handle my life. i don't want or need anyone to tell me otherwise. i'll just get pissed off because i've dealt with this long enough. sure it's nice to get advice from someone every once in a while, but not a freaking lecture. i'm not 7 years old anymore. i'm probably more independent than you think i am, more than most people are at 15. i appreciate people being considerate about me and stuff, but i like to think about things on my own. sorry if i offended anyone, i don't mean to. & i'm sorry i'm being so negative or whatever, but this is a journal right? i needed to get that off my chest.