Just listen.
i hate you so much. You play us to see what we would do. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU. I need to see what you're truely like. I thought i knew. ands i might, but maybe ur just acting different around the "cool, older" kids. I want to spend time with you alone and know what u think,.. I dont want any bullshit. I want the truth. I want to find u. LOOK AT ME IN MY EYES AND TELL ME THE TRUTH. Do u lie to everyones face just so they won't stop liking you. i've heard many rumors. I've belived many rumors. But, now i know whats going on. I am not going to please anyone any fucking more. i am going to be me i am going to wear what i want tyo wear and act how i want to act and be how i want to be. i'm not going to come to school wearing a so called "nice" outfit so that you'd notice me. if u really knew me then u would act the same way if i fina;;y acted myself. i think that if u really knew me you wouldn't treat me like shit. i think if i knew myself i wouldn't take shit. i'm not going to change to fit in with the crowd. im now, from this point on, going to be my true self. no more lies and no more boundries. this is when it all comes out.....
and for you...... L.M.A.O. you are such a fake that i think u need to leave millikan and stop acting like a rich bitch and deal with what's going on in ur life and with everything that has to do with you. You ARE obsessed. it is never going to happen. i hate you so much. that u could lie to make conversation with that son of a bitch. HAVE FUN WITH UR FAKE LIFE.
and you. i love you i love you.......
i am now starting to know what it is like to have a sister. alex and i have never been close, and now we are. and im happy we can trust eachother and now that we will be friends for life.....
chelsey, we are now getting really close. i love you. with a love that will never fade.
jessica delacruz, i really miss you. we need to see eachother.
i hate my life i hate what is going on in my life. i need to be how i want to be and not let my life pass me by.
i love you. i hate you. i need you. i want you. but i know i will never amount to anything to you.
im not going to be able to go on the internet for a week, i think. but my mother is forgetful. so she might forget.
i have cried. i have laughed. and i have and will live me life to the fullest. and on the way i might pass people who will change me, put a dent in my life, or do anything else in that matter. but i will always have friends that will be there for me and that will not hide when i need them the most. i am inlove with the fact of hating you for loving you.
hold me while i cry and u might be able to join my sorrow.
while they sit on the staircase talking without me, i finally let loose the juice of my life and finally let everyone know how i feel right about now. i have mixed emotions. i have wanted to kill my self. but if i ever did. i would have missed out on so much.
i. .l.o.v.e. .y.o.u. .f.o.r. .h.a.t.i.n.g. .m.e. .a.n.d. .i. .h.a.t.e. .y.o.u. .f.o.r. .l.o.v.i.n.g. .m.e.
and if you dont read this i wont mind. at. all.
and for you...... L.M.A.O. you are such a fake that i think u need to leave millikan and stop acting like a rich bitch and deal with what's going on in ur life and with everything that has to do with you. You ARE obsessed. it is never going to happen. i hate you so much. that u could lie to make conversation with that son of a bitch. HAVE FUN WITH UR FAKE LIFE.
and you. i love you i love you.......
i am now starting to know what it is like to have a sister. alex and i have never been close, and now we are. and im happy we can trust eachother and now that we will be friends for life.....
chelsey, we are now getting really close. i love you. with a love that will never fade.
jessica delacruz, i really miss you. we need to see eachother.
i hate my life i hate what is going on in my life. i need to be how i want to be and not let my life pass me by.
i love you. i hate you. i need you. i want you. but i know i will never amount to anything to you.
im not going to be able to go on the internet for a week, i think. but my mother is forgetful. so she might forget.
i have cried. i have laughed. and i have and will live me life to the fullest. and on the way i might pass people who will change me, put a dent in my life, or do anything else in that matter. but i will always have friends that will be there for me and that will not hide when i need them the most. i am inlove with the fact of hating you for loving you.
hold me while i cry and u might be able to join my sorrow.
while they sit on the staircase talking without me, i finally let loose the juice of my life and finally let everyone know how i feel right about now. i have mixed emotions. i have wanted to kill my self. but if i ever did. i would have missed out on so much.
i. .l.o.v.e. .y.o.u. .f.o.r. .h.a.t.i.n.g. .m.e. .a.n.d. .i. .h.a.t.e. .y.o.u. .f.o.r. .l.o.v.i.n.g. .m.e.
and if you dont read this i wont mind. at. all.