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I miss my boyfriend terribly. I seriously just got into the most depressed mood ever. I want everything back to normal. Thank God I get to pick up his cute self from the airport in about 20 days. My life consists of countdowns now. I'm not really happy with the present anymore I'm just always looking forward to something in the future. I guess that keeps me going but it get's pretty hard.
I'm sick of people coming up to me all the time asking me if we're still together, and then seeing the surprised "wtf" reaction on their face after I tell them "yes". I'm tired of everyone saying "dude he could be cheating on you as we speak", "you're willing to be in such a long distance relationship?", and "that's probably the worst thing ever...no offense." It makes me sick to my stomach when people talk to me like that. I found something so perfect and it was taken away from me, almost for good. Sometimes I seriously just want to throw up that he was about to end it in March. It really makes me hate myself.
Despite all the negetives that make up my life, I'm really happy that we're together. It gives me something to look forward too, even though I never know when I'm going to see him next.
I'm sick of people coming up to me all the time asking me if we're still together, and then seeing the surprised "wtf" reaction on their face after I tell them "yes". I'm tired of everyone saying "dude he could be cheating on you as we speak", "you're willing to be in such a long distance relationship?", and "that's probably the worst thing ever...no offense." It makes me sick to my stomach when people talk to me like that. I found something so perfect and it was taken away from me, almost for good. Sometimes I seriously just want to throw up that he was about to end it in March. It really makes me hate myself.
Despite all the negetives that make up my life, I'm really happy that we're together. It gives me something to look forward too, even though I never know when I'm going to see him next.