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I don't want to be here.
I'm sick of santa maria and I'm sick of losing the only real friends I have.
I don't want to leave my house and go to school right now.
I'm sick to my stomach and I can't eat.
I got at the most maybe 4 hours of sleep last night and I can't function.
Apparently I talked to Austin on the phone last night but I don't recall a single word he or I said...which bugs the crap out of me.
How am I supposed to go to school and look directly across from my locker and realize that I don't have to wait for him to go to 1st period anymore.
I can't handle this. I'm going insane. I need to be hospitalized or something.
I'm sick of santa maria and I'm sick of losing the only real friends I have.
I don't want to leave my house and go to school right now.
I'm sick to my stomach and I can't eat.
I got at the most maybe 4 hours of sleep last night and I can't function.
Apparently I talked to Austin on the phone last night but I don't recall a single word he or I said...which bugs the crap out of me.
How am I supposed to go to school and look directly across from my locker and realize that I don't have to wait for him to go to 1st period anymore.
I can't handle this. I'm going insane. I need to be hospitalized or something.