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For the past 4 nights I've spent much of my "sleep time" crying.
He's my best friend, my boyfriend. And he's leaving across the country in 8 days.
It's a countdown I've been dreading for months, and it's finally happening. And I've been constantly listening to coldplay because it reminds me of him.
But I will count down the days till he comes back home to visit. Hopefully this move won't be for too long.
He's the only person currently in this god forsaken town that I can tell almost anything to. I can act like a complete idiot and he'll laugh along and think its cute. I don't think I've ever felt this strong of a connection with anyone. And I'm scared of losing it forever...
They say if you love someone, let them go... And if they come back, you know it was real...
I need Rissy.