Jun 29, 2005 02:11
i need michelle! come back home! i miss you so muchhhh. you are seriously one of the few people that keeps me sane. i don't know how i'm going to go through the upcoming school year without you. :( and i know sometimes i wanted to rip your head off and slap you, but you know i love ya, and you're probably one of my best friends that actually understands everything. now i know what you had been feeling through this past school year/ club volleyball season. yeah, it sucks. oh well, i'm glad it's all over for you, and you have a new place to start out fresh. unfortunately, i still have to stay with all of it. you're the first one i'm going to call whenever i have one of those stupid, PMS-Y, "OMIIGADD! I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE!!" breakdowns. i'll probably have a few of those. haha.
well, i have UT volleyball camp next week from the 5th-11th with kristin and amanda. so.. yeah, hopefully i make it through all that.. i don't know. right now i'm thinking i might not, and not because of the volleyball part..whatever. i guess some things will never change. no matter what you try and do to fix it. i think you know who you are..
stephen's been gone in louisiana and arkansas for the past week. :( it sucks because i'll only be able to see him for a day or two before we both leave for our own camps. gosh.. that's way too long with out cuddling :/ well, on the bright side, we will be together for 9 months on the 3rd :D can't wait until i see you babe. i love ya! i'm glad we talked about all of that stuff the other night.
well, i should go to bed now.
♥ laura
ps- racist/homophobic people are really rude and stupid.