UGHHHH FUCKKKK!
Oh my god today on the way to school i got stopped going 73 in a 55 and the mother fuckin ticket is for 180.00 im so fucked oh my god! I cried and cried and crieeeeed! Why do i always have to fuck up everytime i get something it gets taken away oh my god i just hate it and the insurance is gonna go up and ugh i cant do this! I think im going to just skip school after lunch i just seriously cannot be here i just wanna go back to sleep and just die. I dunno what to do my mama's going to be so upset and she's going to cry because she just got a new job and now she's gonn ahave to quit because of me and my stupid self UGH i so fuckin take after my daddy's and thats not a good thing damnit! I dont know when to tell her or what to do i just DONT know and all i wanna do is cry i feel horribly i dunno why i did this i OH MY GOD i just dont know. My mama trusted me and now shes never going to trust me agian i dont even want my car or nething anymore i have to go before i start crying agian! later