[ hard choices...]
Here lately, I've been thinking about my future and what I feel in my heart. My heart is calling me to Canada. And so, instead of going to OSU for college in 07... I will be moving to Ontario, Canada sometime around February of next year... or in the summer. This is a big decision...and I've been thinking about it very heavily now. It is indeed a weighty decision that doesnt only affect me, but my family and friends too. I know that my friends are upset about my decision... but its what I feel I am called to do. I have yet to tell my mom, and I know she will have a hard time in dealing with it. But I will be old enough to be on my own, and she cannot keep me forever. I am scared, yes. But Life is scary as well. Im afraid that if I dont do this, then I will be unhappy. I will live in Toronto and go to college there. I have some friends up there that will help me out. This is definitely a big decision... and Im satisfied with my choice. Ohio is holding me back. I feel like Im trapped. I want to experience something new and exciting. I want to be able to get away and have meditation time where peace can be found. In Ohio, there is nothing like that. Not one thing. So, for everyone I care about and love the most, I will miss you dearly. Let us make use of the time we have together before I leave the country.