Vaguely writing-related? xD
I really need to replace my brain with a computer for a while.
To get things scheduled for me and stuff.
Although, at my luck, I'd probably only get the blue screen of death.
I just have to love the way my muse works. Let me try to do an impression of it.
"Oh, hello! You're at home, sitting down, all comfortable, and have time? Well, LOL at you! Because I don't feel like writing! Ohhh. Now you're on the bus, peacefully looking out the window on the way to university as you listen to music? Well, I'm glad you can't do it, because NOW I want to write! Pfft, what, we're at university already and you could write in class? Eh, well, the mood kind of ran out..."
Thank you, muse. I love you too. :/
Also.
Dear fandom side of brain,
I have TWO pairings I really ship in the KHR fandom. Only those.
What in the world makes you think it's okay to give me a strong fanfic idea that centers on NEITHER of them? Not only that, although I love one of the two characters you're thinking of having in this, he's still not even one of my two *ultimate* favorites. What. The. Hell. xDDD
But I swear my muse won't leave me alone about this and I'll probably write it.
A fic with Byakuran and Irie Shouichi. Oh yay.
...NOT A PAIRING! ...I had to add that. >___>;;;
u.u"
Aside from those two main things, I just feel really... all over the place in general.
There's so much stuff to do, and I waste so much time deciding what to work on that I end up doing nothing.
It's like I exhaust myself just by trying to list all of the stuff I need/want to do, rofl.
I think it's because spring has really settled in.
Damn nature-renewal energy and stuff. xD;;;
...This is excepting my Mukuro muse, though. o.O Those RP posts keep coming out like I'm wired on something.
Stupid favorite character in an epic awesome OTP of win, stop hogging my brain. xDD
Or, you know, not really. It's the one good thing that's happening to my writing right now. xD;;;;
Oh yeah, also annoyed at this one role-play circumstance.
Long story I won't get into = I can scrap a new character I was planning to use.
Well, sucks to be me, because I really really loved the idea of him.
So much so that I still want to use him some place.
But I can't, because he was based heavily on someone else's role-play idea. Oh yay.
Damn unpredictable changes and other people for existing to get in my way.
Yeah. Fk you. xDDDD
*self-centered, okay?* >_>;;;;
Also, note to self.
This is the last time you share your writing ideas with someone. Just write, and screw people.
It's just... UGH. I won't even get into it.
Really sucks that conversation is what really cements my ideas. Bleh.
I need a clone of myself. xDD
To get things scheduled for me and stuff.
Although, at my luck, I'd probably only get the blue screen of death.
I just have to love the way my muse works. Let me try to do an impression of it.
"Oh, hello! You're at home, sitting down, all comfortable, and have time? Well, LOL at you! Because I don't feel like writing! Ohhh. Now you're on the bus, peacefully looking out the window on the way to university as you listen to music? Well, I'm glad you can't do it, because NOW I want to write! Pfft, what, we're at university already and you could write in class? Eh, well, the mood kind of ran out..."
Thank you, muse. I love you too. :/
Also.
Dear fandom side of brain,
I have TWO pairings I really ship in the KHR fandom. Only those.
What in the world makes you think it's okay to give me a strong fanfic idea that centers on NEITHER of them? Not only that, although I love one of the two characters you're thinking of having in this, he's still not even one of my two *ultimate* favorites. What. The. Hell. xDDD
But I swear my muse won't leave me alone about this and I'll probably write it.
A fic with Byakuran and Irie Shouichi. Oh yay.
...NOT A PAIRING! ...I had to add that. >___>;;;
u.u"
Aside from those two main things, I just feel really... all over the place in general.
There's so much stuff to do, and I waste so much time deciding what to work on that I end up doing nothing.
It's like I exhaust myself just by trying to list all of the stuff I need/want to do, rofl.
I think it's because spring has really settled in.
Damn nature-renewal energy and stuff. xD;;;
...This is excepting my Mukuro muse, though. o.O Those RP posts keep coming out like I'm wired on something.
Stupid favorite character in an epic awesome OTP of win, stop hogging my brain. xDD
Or, you know, not really. It's the one good thing that's happening to my writing right now. xD;;;;
Oh yeah, also annoyed at this one role-play circumstance.
Long story I won't get into = I can scrap a new character I was planning to use.
Well, sucks to be me, because I really really loved the idea of him.
So much so that I still want to use him some place.
But I can't, because he was based heavily on someone else's role-play idea. Oh yay.
Damn unpredictable changes and other people for existing to get in my way.
Yeah. Fk you. xDDDD
*self-centered, okay?* >_>;;;;
Also, note to self.
This is the last time you share your writing ideas with someone. Just write, and screw people.
It's just... UGH. I won't even get into it.
Really sucks that conversation is what really cements my ideas. Bleh.
I need a clone of myself. xDD