Nov 26, 2005 05:12
Okee... X.x so I joined a oekaki board... another one... and I made a drawing... its not perfect... it's rather shitty... but still... atleast I'm fucking trying right? Well, I log on today and they fucking deleted it!! Yeah...! Here is there message:
"Hello,
Your picture has been deleted by loish for the following reason:
sorry, this is slightly under standards, please try working more detail into your pieces.
your picture is still in the database and is accessible by clicking the link provided in this message. if the image you see is not your work, keep in mind that this oekaki works with a recycling system which means that old images are replaced by new ones; therefore, your image is no longer in the database and you have waited too long to check your inbox. please read the F.A.Q for more information on why pictures are deleted, or respond to this message if you have any comments."
I'm trying really really hard not to write back saying, 'HEY! NOT EVERYONE CAN FUCKING DRAW LIKE FUCKING PROFESSIONALS! AT LEAST I'M FUCKING TRYING!!' X.x but then I look and they posted a comment like this on another oekaki...
"you shouldn't change what or how you draw because it doesn't fill other people's standards... draw what you feel like.. express yourself how you want.. experimenting is good and working hard to improve is good as well. i didn't get to see your other drawing but i think this is cute. "
WTF!!! *sigh* it's just depressing... SO SORRY I CAN DRAW FUCKING SUPER AWESOME-NESS... AND SO SORRY I DON'T MAKE MASTERPIECES THAT EVERYONE GOES FUCKING GA-GA OVER! Fucking big headed pricks... but see, most of those people use tablets... X.x so no wonder they're stuff is "so much better"...
*gah*...
So I was sleeping, and I woke up to my mom standing over me, watching me sleep... she was doing it because the doctor told her to listen to me sleep incase I start taking sharp breathes because then it means I stop breathing sometimes while I sleep... but I can't stand it when people stare at me... and that was just freaky... so I yelled, 'GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!! STOP FUCKING STARRING AT ME!' and she said, 'ALRIGHT!!' laughed, and went to her room... X.x I mean... she says she tries to wake me up sometimes, but standing at my doorway and just saying my name doesn't wake me up... but then when she really wants me up, she'll come in and shake me... X.x don't understand her....