My life is falling apart
It's been coming for a while now
I'm grounded
My research paper rough draft was due 4 weeks ago, tomorrow is the end of the grading period and the absolute last day i could have turned it it
I haven't even started the 3rd paragraph.
My mom just found something out that is going to make my whole life really awkward
My mom and dad have been pissed that apparently I haven't been able to get up and get to school on time, ever. Today, I was 10 minutes late for my dentist appointment because my mom told me it was 15 minutes later then it actually was. So in my mind, I was 5 minutes early. And my brother has missed his first hour class 3 days in a row, and I'm somehow responsible for him missing the bus.
The only time I'm happy is when I'm with my friends, but when I'm not with my friends, I'm lazy and depressed and don't get anything done. I am just fucking up everything. My grades are the worst they've ever been in high school. I think I'm almost guaranteed an F in gems. So I'll basically be grounded again after spring break. So you all better get your fill of me.
Tomorrow I'm babysitting my mom's friend's two little boys. 2 and 4. That should be fun... but it's $50 for 7-1 so that's not too bad at all. They're going to bed at 8. So $50 for watching tv on a big screen. Love it. It might be steady too if one of them doesn't burn down the house or die or something like that.
I just wish my life was more...not a mess. I feel so guilty for not turning in this paper and letting my mom find that thing out.
I think I need therapy.
I'm grounded
My research paper rough draft was due 4 weeks ago, tomorrow is the end of the grading period and the absolute last day i could have turned it it
I haven't even started the 3rd paragraph.
My mom just found something out that is going to make my whole life really awkward
My mom and dad have been pissed that apparently I haven't been able to get up and get to school on time, ever. Today, I was 10 minutes late for my dentist appointment because my mom told me it was 15 minutes later then it actually was. So in my mind, I was 5 minutes early. And my brother has missed his first hour class 3 days in a row, and I'm somehow responsible for him missing the bus.
The only time I'm happy is when I'm with my friends, but when I'm not with my friends, I'm lazy and depressed and don't get anything done. I am just fucking up everything. My grades are the worst they've ever been in high school. I think I'm almost guaranteed an F in gems. So I'll basically be grounded again after spring break. So you all better get your fill of me.
Tomorrow I'm babysitting my mom's friend's two little boys. 2 and 4. That should be fun... but it's $50 for 7-1 so that's not too bad at all. They're going to bed at 8. So $50 for watching tv on a big screen. Love it. It might be steady too if one of them doesn't burn down the house or die or something like that.
I just wish my life was more...not a mess. I feel so guilty for not turning in this paper and letting my mom find that thing out.
I think I need therapy.