ANGST!
bad news for me
I didn't make it back into table for twelve for next year. they had the sophmores that were in it this year re-audition for next year to get a better "blend" with the girls who will be seniors next year. and i made the call back, sang the song, well i thought, and robbie had me stand once with the group and i guess i don't blend because i sang it like, once, and she had me sit back down, and then went through a few more combinations, none involving me. then we left, and she came out with the list in about 20 minutes, and i was the only one who didn't make it back in. Megan Harcharik, Sarah's little sister, basically took my spot, because she's a soprano I, and that's what I auditioned as, even tho i've sang everything this year, but i guess robbie doesn't value that, even tho she said she really liked Veronica Munez because she can sing everything...idk. I'm gonna ask her what i did wrong, and then I'm not talking to her for like, a long ass time. This is such bullshit. I just got kicked out of the group I was more dedicated to then most of the other girls in my grade that were in it. Like, people would not come cause they didn't feel like it, or w/e. but I only missed when I had to do something, like, drama or speech. Its so rediculous. I think it's cause of these things:
1) I said morning practices MIGHT be a problem for next year
2) We've gotten into like, 1 argument, that wasnt even an argument, i just didn't like something she was trying, and I said so and she got all pissed.
3) Apparently, I don't like, ANY song we've done all year. (WTF ever, I only didn't like, ONE! And it's not like, I complained every single time we did it, the first sopranos just had a really crappy part in that song, that was really hard. Only me and audrey were singing it, and we were split into 2 parts for half of it, and I had trouble one day finding my part under audrey and mrs. blain freaked out about it and made me sing it like 20 times.)
4) I was only in 2 plays this year, both of which I was just an extra part, so I really only had to be there the days we didn't have table, and durring Tech Week. But J Fong directed a play....but she automatically made it back in, cause she'll be a senior next year. and they've been going more on talent then age lately too. if that's the case, then the jrs should have had to re-audition too...
5) Mrs. Robbinson is a bitch.
If Hannah hadn't spent the night last night, I would have been a wreck.
I better fucking make it back in for senior year, because i think 6 or 7 of the girls will be graduating. But I might want to do Madrigals instead because Robbie has a problem with me or something. and it's really hard not to take this personally. And Mr. L's a WAAAAAAAAYYYYYY better teacher anyway. Atleast I'm in Advanced Choir next year. And I'll hopefully get more/better parts in drama and musical. So fuck table. I'll be too busy for them anyway.
I still can't believe it tho...it feels like a dream nightmare
I didn't make it back into table for twelve for next year. they had the sophmores that were in it this year re-audition for next year to get a better "blend" with the girls who will be seniors next year. and i made the call back, sang the song, well i thought, and robbie had me stand once with the group and i guess i don't blend because i sang it like, once, and she had me sit back down, and then went through a few more combinations, none involving me. then we left, and she came out with the list in about 20 minutes, and i was the only one who didn't make it back in. Megan Harcharik, Sarah's little sister, basically took my spot, because she's a soprano I, and that's what I auditioned as, even tho i've sang everything this year, but i guess robbie doesn't value that, even tho she said she really liked Veronica Munez because she can sing everything...idk. I'm gonna ask her what i did wrong, and then I'm not talking to her for like, a long ass time. This is such bullshit. I just got kicked out of the group I was more dedicated to then most of the other girls in my grade that were in it. Like, people would not come cause they didn't feel like it, or w/e. but I only missed when I had to do something, like, drama or speech. Its so rediculous. I think it's cause of these things:
1) I said morning practices MIGHT be a problem for next year
2) We've gotten into like, 1 argument, that wasnt even an argument, i just didn't like something she was trying, and I said so and she got all pissed.
3) Apparently, I don't like, ANY song we've done all year. (WTF ever, I only didn't like, ONE! And it's not like, I complained every single time we did it, the first sopranos just had a really crappy part in that song, that was really hard. Only me and audrey were singing it, and we were split into 2 parts for half of it, and I had trouble one day finding my part under audrey and mrs. blain freaked out about it and made me sing it like 20 times.)
4) I was only in 2 plays this year, both of which I was just an extra part, so I really only had to be there the days we didn't have table, and durring Tech Week. But J Fong directed a play....but she automatically made it back in, cause she'll be a senior next year. and they've been going more on talent then age lately too. if that's the case, then the jrs should have had to re-audition too...
5) Mrs. Robbinson is a bitch.
If Hannah hadn't spent the night last night, I would have been a wreck.
I better fucking make it back in for senior year, because i think 6 or 7 of the girls will be graduating. But I might want to do Madrigals instead because Robbie has a problem with me or something. and it's really hard not to take this personally. And Mr. L's a WAAAAAAAAYYYYYY better teacher anyway. Atleast I'm in Advanced Choir next year. And I'll hopefully get more/better parts in drama and musical. So fuck table. I'll be too busy for them anyway.
I still can't believe it tho...it feels like a dream nightmare