Oct 21, 2008 23:17
hi life, me again. can you fast forward me to may? thaanks.
anywho, back to the real world. i realize that there's some major things i need to change in my life if i'm ever gonna succeed.
i need to gain discipline: i think by budgeting my days with the things that i need to do and actually sticking to it that'll help with the fact. i'm no doctor though.
i need to start working out again: i tried running tonight and that was an obvious failure, so i power walked, or speed walked to sound a little less fruity, for the better of an hour and a half and i feel amazing now. i've decided i'm doing that on the daily.
i need to stop being a psycho: i won't go into that. and really i don't think i'm a psycho, but really guys, grow a pair. then we'll talk.
i need a job: self explanatory
i need to stick to things that i start: studying, working out, sandwiches
i need to eat healthier: junk food is killing me. literally.
i'm over that. orlando sucks. i miss auburn so much. everything i'm doing in my life as of now is trying to better myself so i can try and get back. i already printed and filled out the readmission form i just have to fax it. and i have to write an appeal or some shit for financial aid. now that my parents are split up and i'm better prepared for it, auburn really could work out for me financially. and i'll have a car this time around so i can get a job. i really hope they let me back in.
i've been in orlando since july and although i've had some fun here and there it's dumb. i describe it to everyone as an orgy of every person i've ever hated in my life. it's pretty bad. i think i'm getting evicted too, so i've started looking for apartments that are significantly cheaper than the one i'm in now and significantly closer to campus, and this time with a roommate so i hope that works out. that would make my october/november through may just a little better
and i have to call arty soon to see if he can hook me up with a summer internship up in new york at abc studios. i don't know what i'd do, but it'd be amazing to spend the summer before junior year in new york. i spoke about it with my mom and she's absolutely thrilled about the idea so we'll see how that pans out.
i love seth rogen. and on that note, i guess i'll finish this. i really should write in it more primarily cause i know barely anybody will read this.