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So yeah.
This definently isn't me. Along with Lindsey's last post, I don't know what has gotten into me.I felt like this was my month to just escape. These are the things that I don't do. The things that I said wouldn't ever happen. But they have. I realized the other night that this isn't me. Blah. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I know that these are the things we've talked about night after night and thanked each other that we weren't like that. I'm sorry that I went back on my promise, Zack. I'm sorry I'm a fuck up.
Friday night was.. an experience. I really believed I was dying. I watched a girl pee on herself on the floor. I disappointed myself and the only person who believes in me. Butttt everything prior to that (like the Christmas tree and the Steevo) were fun. Last night Jarrod, Kaitlin, Zack, and I went to go bowling onlyyy there was an hour and a half wait. SO somehow we ended up at Chuck E Cheese. It was interesting.
But anyways. I can't believe we're allready picking classes for next year. It doesn't seem like I should be a Senior. I'm not complaining because that's what I want but I don't know...
♥ hk
This definently isn't me. Along with Lindsey's last post, I don't know what has gotten into me.I felt like this was my month to just escape. These are the things that I don't do. The things that I said wouldn't ever happen. But they have. I realized the other night that this isn't me. Blah. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I know that these are the things we've talked about night after night and thanked each other that we weren't like that. I'm sorry that I went back on my promise, Zack. I'm sorry I'm a fuck up.
Friday night was.. an experience. I really believed I was dying. I watched a girl pee on herself on the floor. I disappointed myself and the only person who believes in me. Butttt everything prior to that (like the Christmas tree and the Steevo) were fun. Last night Jarrod, Kaitlin, Zack, and I went to go bowling onlyyy there was an hour and a half wait. SO somehow we ended up at Chuck E Cheese. It was interesting.
But anyways. I can't believe we're allready picking classes for next year. It doesn't seem like I should be a Senior. I'm not complaining because that's what I want but I don't know...
♥ hk