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So I really do love my boyfriend. Saturday went really well. And for the first time a while, I felt like he really did love me too. I hope that things just get better from here.
I'd just like to know one thing though. I want to know that he needs me as much as I need him. I guess that, to me, it's just a good feeling to be needed by someone.
Thursday is supposed to be my senior prom but we're skipping that and having a special day instead. It's nothing like super fancy or anything, but I'm still going to try and look nicer than I normally would. I'm excited to see what we're going to do. I just don't know what to wear yet. I need some advice from my friends. I'll probably also recruit some of them to help me do my hair. Rather than just having it plain and boring, I was thinking of doing something like:
...and I'll definitely need help doing that.
I'm going to try and take some pictures of/with Caroline before she goes. Hopefully Rachael will come down for pictures, too. That would be cute. I know that they'll both look beautiful.