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L-L-LoCkDOwn!!!!
so. my dad is comming up on friday. omg. i feel like this is all my fault. this whole hickey thing has gotten me into more shit then i can ever ask for. first of all i was completely embarrased infront of everyone at toms uhm yesterday? and like... it was horrible. then i got screamed at like 4 more times. then today i call my dad and im like whats up ... he was like im comming up on friday and i want to know where you are who your with doing what at what time.. and im like O.O he was like im comming up friday and I WILL be seeing you. he was like one more slip up. ONE MORE LITTLE THING. your done. thats it. and if i do i have to go to florida and go to some little PREP school. or military school. im not doing anything to mess this up. no drugs not that i do any. no drinking. not that i really do. no cutting school. even though ive come to a stop on it.
sXe neen.
im not going to let anyone influence me.
im not gonna let my friends influence me on doing stupid stuff. only i can mess up my life but im not going to. im not gonna screw things up i cant now.
i need to do really well in everything. i need to be better then best! like i need to be amazing. like as far as being good.
gosh this is gonna be so hard.
so. my dad is comming up on friday. omg. i feel like this is all my fault. this whole hickey thing has gotten me into more shit then i can ever ask for. first of all i was completely embarrased infront of everyone at toms uhm yesterday? and like... it was horrible. then i got screamed at like 4 more times. then today i call my dad and im like whats up ... he was like im comming up on friday and i want to know where you are who your with doing what at what time.. and im like O.O he was like im comming up friday and I WILL be seeing you. he was like one more slip up. ONE MORE LITTLE THING. your done. thats it. and if i do i have to go to florida and go to some little PREP school. or military school. im not doing anything to mess this up. no drugs not that i do any. no drinking. not that i really do. no cutting school. even though ive come to a stop on it.
sXe neen.
im not going to let anyone influence me.
im not gonna let my friends influence me on doing stupid stuff. only i can mess up my life but im not going to. im not gonna screw things up i cant now.
i need to do really well in everything. i need to be better then best! like i need to be amazing. like as far as being good.
gosh this is gonna be so hard.