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Everything in my life is pretty stressful right now, including the holidays. School has been difficult these past two weeks and my family is weighing me down. It is really unfortunate when you think about it. I have had no time to get into the holiday spirit and everything that surrounds the holidays also prevents any holiday cheer from absorbing my mind.
I feel like I never do anything besides school anymore, which is mostly fine. I just keep working hard because I'm so stoked for college next year. It is great to know where I am giong, and to know that I can really see myself there.
This school year so far has really changed my perception of life, which is odd because nothing life-changing has occurred. I think I am growing up. I'm finding it hard to grow because I know some things are going to change and be left in the now, which will be the past. This excites me, but scares me even more. I'm so torn.
To anyone that reads this, I hope your holidays are filled with family, friends, and the spirit of Christmas.
I feel like I never do anything besides school anymore, which is mostly fine. I just keep working hard because I'm so stoked for college next year. It is great to know where I am giong, and to know that I can really see myself there.
This school year so far has really changed my perception of life, which is odd because nothing life-changing has occurred. I think I am growing up. I'm finding it hard to grow because I know some things are going to change and be left in the now, which will be the past. This excites me, but scares me even more. I'm so torn.
To anyone that reads this, I hope your holidays are filled with family, friends, and the spirit of Christmas.