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this is my last entry, forever...im done with live journal. today was justins viewing, it was the hardest thing ive ever had to do it was my first viewing ever, i cried the hardest ive ever cried in my entire life. seeing him laying there, and all his pictures, the pictures of me n him and brett n josh n brandon at my house, all the times we spent together, the moments i wont forget. i fell to my knees today because i was crying so hard, i had us all sign a cd and i put it in his casket so he can be buried with us. i promise you justin, we will play one last show for you, i will not get another guitarist, i refuse to, i love you, may you be at peace, and i dont think i could of said goodbye enough tonight. i just wanted one last time......
goodbye
goodbye