a different 365
this time last year, i had been in the middle of so much bad shit, fighting with my wife, thinking we were going to split apart after Shannon's birth, my regrets about Shannon, my feelings of despair about everything had crossed into my job and I came close to getting let go, everything was just falling apart.
i mean, even though we were looking at buying a house, we both thought we'd end up getting a divorce right after buying one.
me and cara were both dying inside.
now, there's struggles and shit like that, but it seems better.
i feel things are stronger with Cara than they were. we actually laugh with each other, i missed that so much.
in other news, i've been hustling, putting out resumes like a motherfucker. i can't stay at KSBW anymore and i'm not. did two interviews over the last week. one job keeps me and the nuclear-powered family in california, the other job takes us back to Southern soil.
i don't to leave this place (california), but i'm thinking about my family here. i have to hopefully give them a better life.
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i mean, even though we were looking at buying a house, we both thought we'd end up getting a divorce right after buying one.
me and cara were both dying inside.
now, there's struggles and shit like that, but it seems better.
i feel things are stronger with Cara than they were. we actually laugh with each other, i missed that so much.
in other news, i've been hustling, putting out resumes like a motherfucker. i can't stay at KSBW anymore and i'm not. did two interviews over the last week. one job keeps me and the nuclear-powered family in california, the other job takes us back to Southern soil.
i don't to leave this place (california), but i'm thinking about my family here. i have to hopefully give them a better life.
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