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I was talking with a friend of mine about how things have been going with my job lately. He said it sounds like I've somehow made an enemy, because no one goes up for a promotion multiple times and walks away with nothing.
That's something else that's eating at me about all this.
Only one guy would be that fucking petty.
I said something to a co-worker about it, and he said it couldn't be. He said I got the job because the woman who got the job is both good and our company will hire a minority of possible.
I've been trying to not let my paranoia get the better of me, but it's damn hard not to.
It's also hard to put on a happy face when I go to work. It's been hard for the last few years. It's even harder now. I don't want to be there.
I don't want to be there.
That's something else that's eating at me about all this.
Only one guy would be that fucking petty.
I said something to a co-worker about it, and he said it couldn't be. He said I got the job because the woman who got the job is both good and our company will hire a minority of possible.
I've been trying to not let my paranoia get the better of me, but it's damn hard not to.
It's also hard to put on a happy face when I go to work. It's been hard for the last few years. It's even harder now. I don't want to be there.
I don't want to be there.