The warmth of a smile

May 27, 2009 17:48

You can't underestimate the warmth of a smile. Especially hers. I tried to characterize my thoughts and feelings tonight but came to this. Words cant describe how I feel. Our hands slowly reaching out, our fingers intermixed with one another. I find myself grasping for air at the sight of her. Her beauty taking my breath away. When we kiss, the world fades away into the background, nothing can reach us. Cuddling close at night, her warmth permeates through me, protecting me from the sharp frigged air.

I had never thought about Marriage before. I didn't think it was possible to love someone so deeply and now I can't imagine ever thinking that way. My love is unconditional and eternal. Through the good and the bad, sickness and health I just want to be there for this girl that brings so much joy to my life. I know we are young and our parents wouldn't understand but I believe in something greater. I think about her when I'm not with her. I would give anything so she wouldn't have a cloudy day. Her smile and words bring happiness and warmth to my life. I await in anticipation for the next time I get to see her beautiful smile and memorizing eyes.

We do fight a lot but this doesn't change anything. We both have insecurities. Though the causes may be different they have a common solution. Trust... We will be able to accomplish and get through anything if we have faith and trust in one another. I truly believe this from the recesses of my heart. We can overcome anything. My heart leaps at the sight of her. Holding her in my arms, I become invincible, impervious to harm.

She has been there for me in so many ways. I hope that someday I can be there for her as she has been for me. I want her to be happy and feel safe and loved. I want her to know that she will always have someone who will be there when she needs them, someone who will always be there to listen when they need to talk, someone who will always be there to give them a kiss on the forehead when they are down.

I want to be able to go to sleep each night, wake up each morning letting her know how much I love her. To give her a good night, good morning, and good afternoon kiss. to hold her close and tell her I love her.

I know I seem, clingy, or creepy. I can't help it. I truly want to be with her and make her happy. I really want to be with her forever and ever. To get married and have kids.

I just want you to know I love you.
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