Why do I do these things?
Tonight was a night was sooo much fun. Shelby and I went to the movies, Angels and Demons. It was changed a bit from the book and due to this I'm not sure I appreciate the movie. Spending the time with Shelby was nice.
I applied to three more jobs yesterday and today. I don't as of yet know what I want to do. My dream/goal is to get into law school but past that.....
Trying to improve our communication I talked to Shelby about something. I probably should not have done this but I couldn't help it. Shelby uses "cute" to describe me. This is a fine word, however, I'm not the only one she uses it to describe. She has a cornucopia of people she uses this term on. She calls celebrities cute, other senate members cute, people she knows from high school, and just people she knows from class or passing on the street. She tells me all these things. I know she loves me and that is not whats in question. Is it wrong to want to think that the person you love the most is attracted to you? Does it lose meaning if everyone is cute and therefor no difference between them and you? does that mean she is attracted to other people equally? Is this an overreaction? I don't know.
Soon to come
I applied to three more jobs yesterday and today. I don't as of yet know what I want to do. My dream/goal is to get into law school but past that.....
Trying to improve our communication I talked to Shelby about something. I probably should not have done this but I couldn't help it. Shelby uses "cute" to describe me. This is a fine word, however, I'm not the only one she uses it to describe. She has a cornucopia of people she uses this term on. She calls celebrities cute, other senate members cute, people she knows from high school, and just people she knows from class or passing on the street. She tells me all these things. I know she loves me and that is not whats in question. Is it wrong to want to think that the person you love the most is attracted to you? Does it lose meaning if everyone is cute and therefor no difference between them and you? does that mean she is attracted to other people equally? Is this an overreaction? I don't know.
Soon to come