Everything as usual..
It was a fun weekend, and I am looking forward for another fun weekend. Well, I have been helping my fraternity a lot for the past several days, fundraising to ensure everything is on track.
I feel so dull at the moment because I am kind of getting tired of hanging around with the boys. I don't see a lot of CO-ED activity here. Speaking of CO-ED, I don't see a lot of boys hanging out with girls quite often, only during the weekend, mostly on Fridays and Saturdays.
I feel a lot better by resolved some problems with her, that I accidentally post it in public. I thought it would remain in private, but I guess I was wrong. I just happen to realized that there are some things I shouldn't have said something that deems inappropriate. I felt bad about it and I do regret it. I think it will be a while to recover our friendship. I don't want to show any harmful words to her, even if I didn't intend to do it or on purpose. I do make a lot of mistakes, and I am not perfect. I am just not obsessed about her, but I am just befuddled behind the scene. I am just making her feel uncomfortable, but I think it's getting better everyday. I hope she will be able to maintain good ties (friendship) with me. I guess she doesn't want to speak with me anymore; it's because she doesn't have any intention to talk to me or im me, unless I do it. :shrugs:. On the side note, I didn't really appreciate boys posing nude or pornography in front of the girls at my friend's apt. I never seen anything like this before, in front of the girls. If it's aight with them, then I don't have a problem with that. I didn't expect her present at all, until someone told me till then. Because of that, I am a bit confused about her right now. Perhaps I should disregard it or keep it to myself. I should do both I guess. Mankind can be so weird sometimes and often misspoken and misrepresent at their behalf, tsk. Porn are for tree huggers. A real man doesn't need porn, instead it needs love. Porn.. is for someone who profess in lust, period. I was a porn-o-alcoholic when I was like 15-17, I wasn't mature back in my heydays. I rarely watch it unless I come over to my friend house and someone comes into the room bursting out loud, "ANYONE WANT TO WATCH SOME PORN?". That guy just interferes with out regular TV programming shows, so typical for him. Everyone loves him though, he's cool and makes a lot of unusual sense; in other words, common sense is something doesn't fit him right in some cases, not always. Regardless of who he is, he still is my good friend and I will always honor that. Right now, my self-realization slapped by my wrist and directs me where to go. It hurts so badly when people can't realize for themselves, instead they turn for others. OH WELL!
I am downloading tons of games right now directly to my PC. I love PC games, its so fun connecting to millions of PC games that revolve around the globe. Graphic capabilities for PC has raised twenty times fold, developers are adapting to many graphic standards. Most of the PC games are either poor designed and riddled with bugs. For me, it doesn't matter. Those computer illiterates are just being too feisty and don't realized that no one can create a perfect graphic, lol. Although I am not playing as often as I should be; I should be worried about something else. PC games are keeping me from socializing with other people. I have been doing this for the last 2 years. Well, about a year and half. I want to socialize more so I can get to know people better and I think it will benefit me greatly.
I feel so dull at the moment because I am kind of getting tired of hanging around with the boys. I don't see a lot of CO-ED activity here. Speaking of CO-ED, I don't see a lot of boys hanging out with girls quite often, only during the weekend, mostly on Fridays and Saturdays.
I feel a lot better by resolved some problems with her, that I accidentally post it in public. I thought it would remain in private, but I guess I was wrong. I just happen to realized that there are some things I shouldn't have said something that deems inappropriate. I felt bad about it and I do regret it. I think it will be a while to recover our friendship. I don't want to show any harmful words to her, even if I didn't intend to do it or on purpose. I do make a lot of mistakes, and I am not perfect. I am just not obsessed about her, but I am just befuddled behind the scene. I am just making her feel uncomfortable, but I think it's getting better everyday. I hope she will be able to maintain good ties (friendship) with me. I guess she doesn't want to speak with me anymore; it's because she doesn't have any intention to talk to me or im me, unless I do it. :shrugs:. On the side note, I didn't really appreciate boys posing nude or pornography in front of the girls at my friend's apt. I never seen anything like this before, in front of the girls. If it's aight with them, then I don't have a problem with that. I didn't expect her present at all, until someone told me till then. Because of that, I am a bit confused about her right now. Perhaps I should disregard it or keep it to myself. I should do both I guess. Mankind can be so weird sometimes and often misspoken and misrepresent at their behalf, tsk. Porn are for tree huggers. A real man doesn't need porn, instead it needs love. Porn.. is for someone who profess in lust, period. I was a porn-o-alcoholic when I was like 15-17, I wasn't mature back in my heydays. I rarely watch it unless I come over to my friend house and someone comes into the room bursting out loud, "ANYONE WANT TO WATCH SOME PORN?". That guy just interferes with out regular TV programming shows, so typical for him. Everyone loves him though, he's cool and makes a lot of unusual sense; in other words, common sense is something doesn't fit him right in some cases, not always. Regardless of who he is, he still is my good friend and I will always honor that. Right now, my self-realization slapped by my wrist and directs me where to go. It hurts so badly when people can't realize for themselves, instead they turn for others. OH WELL!
I am downloading tons of games right now directly to my PC. I love PC games, its so fun connecting to millions of PC games that revolve around the globe. Graphic capabilities for PC has raised twenty times fold, developers are adapting to many graphic standards. Most of the PC games are either poor designed and riddled with bugs. For me, it doesn't matter. Those computer illiterates are just being too feisty and don't realized that no one can create a perfect graphic, lol. Although I am not playing as often as I should be; I should be worried about something else. PC games are keeping me from socializing with other people. I have been doing this for the last 2 years. Well, about a year and half. I want to socialize more so I can get to know people better and I think it will benefit me greatly.