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I finaly realized how random and stupid my decisions over the last few months have been. I can understand why people have been telling me im crazy. Seems like im must be. Nothing i have done have made sence, at all. Theres no motavation or forthought behind them. I dont know what happend, but now I have to deal with all the shit that ive fucked up.
I was holding Kristine last night and it just hit me. All the shit ive been through latley i caused for myself. I dont know where to go from here. all i can do i guess is TRY to make shit better. I'm not to good at stuff like this though.
I dont know whats going on with kristine. Im pretty sure that i blew that all to shit. And every time i look at here now all i feel is this want to be next to her, a a burning desire to kiss her, to be there with her and make up for every thing tht ive done. I guess i fucked it up to bad lie i said. Any ways I guess all I can do is keep trying.
Royce
I was holding Kristine last night and it just hit me. All the shit ive been through latley i caused for myself. I dont know where to go from here. all i can do i guess is TRY to make shit better. I'm not to good at stuff like this though.
I dont know whats going on with kristine. Im pretty sure that i blew that all to shit. And every time i look at here now all i feel is this want to be next to her, a a burning desire to kiss her, to be there with her and make up for every thing tht ive done. I guess i fucked it up to bad lie i said. Any ways I guess all I can do is keep trying.
Royce