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ok now its time or that long entery that i said i would write. Well my life has been well, for lack of a
better word complete insanity. I had no idea, my life was going so well. 'I was happy and never felt more alive or worth something in my life. But bad things happen to me all the time. I ve tried to be the nice guy and all that gets me is runner over used and screwed(in a bad way) And i dont have it in me to be a bad guy,so i guess the last g/f ill ever have is my right hand. Its sad but true. Makes me want to take 8
or 9 morphs.
Then last week my stupid ass took to long to check out the nest lane and hit a ladie at 35. I fucked my self up pretty bad. My friends car also had no insureance, no registration. So im also looking at about 1200 is fines. And i have some cars to fix( out of my own pocket of course) And by the way i totaled my friends car. I was super lucky im not dead, and you would think that would make me feel better but in retrospect i wish the car had blown up with me inside of it.
I cant get my new guitar till next week seeing as i have to start saving for leagle problems. But my playing has taken a big step forward. Ive leaned like 10 new songs. Some of wich are pretty bad ass like Metalica - Whereever i May Roam and weezer - beverly hills. I know I can definatly see a huge improvment with my tech. ablity and timming and ive written some prett cool sounding shit. Im trying to start a band but i have no one around who plays any thing. So if your reading this and you need a guitar player, im there. I might not be the best or realy that good but i can learn a new song fast and play it well enough for people.
Any way, ive fucked up my life. Im 19 alaone with no friends or places to go. I even call Sabrina 5 tmes and left messages and she never called back so i asume she dosent even want to be around a looser. any ways im so fucking lonley i think im going to go smoke a joint and wait for any thing one, any one to contact me. god damn being sad is the worst feeling ever...... id rather be burned alive.....
If any one could let me know of drugs or what ever that might help, excluding - herion, meth, koke.crack, PCP. E mial the sugjestions at omega_sky@hotmail.com
Royce
better word complete insanity. I had no idea, my life was going so well. 'I was happy and never felt more alive or worth something in my life. But bad things happen to me all the time. I ve tried to be the nice guy and all that gets me is runner over used and screwed(in a bad way) And i dont have it in me to be a bad guy,so i guess the last g/f ill ever have is my right hand. Its sad but true. Makes me want to take 8
or 9 morphs.
Then last week my stupid ass took to long to check out the nest lane and hit a ladie at 35. I fucked my self up pretty bad. My friends car also had no insureance, no registration. So im also looking at about 1200 is fines. And i have some cars to fix( out of my own pocket of course) And by the way i totaled my friends car. I was super lucky im not dead, and you would think that would make me feel better but in retrospect i wish the car had blown up with me inside of it.
I cant get my new guitar till next week seeing as i have to start saving for leagle problems. But my playing has taken a big step forward. Ive leaned like 10 new songs. Some of wich are pretty bad ass like Metalica - Whereever i May Roam and weezer - beverly hills. I know I can definatly see a huge improvment with my tech. ablity and timming and ive written some prett cool sounding shit. Im trying to start a band but i have no one around who plays any thing. So if your reading this and you need a guitar player, im there. I might not be the best or realy that good but i can learn a new song fast and play it well enough for people.
Any way, ive fucked up my life. Im 19 alaone with no friends or places to go. I even call Sabrina 5 tmes and left messages and she never called back so i asume she dosent even want to be around a looser. any ways im so fucking lonley i think im going to go smoke a joint and wait for any thing one, any one to contact me. god damn being sad is the worst feeling ever...... id rather be burned alive.....
If any one could let me know of drugs or what ever that might help, excluding - herion, meth, koke.crack, PCP. E mial the sugjestions at omega_sky@hotmail.com
Royce