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[omega_sapien]

i'm wishing we didn't break up.
i'm missing her so bad right now.
so many things i shouldn't have done.
so many things i shouldn't have said.
all these things i want to tell her but i don't know how.
i feel so weak without her.
we fought so much, but it kept me going somehow...
now what, there's nothing to say to eachother.
the last fight was had.
now what?
i fuckin miss her like i miss my own youth.
so many lines i shouldn't have crossed.
i'm so fucking sorry.
but i guess i'm not going to be sorry because she plans to make me hate her.
everything is so fuckin petty...
so lonely.
so depressed.
nobody to call at this late hour.
someone love me.
i can't take this long lonely silence.
i don't know what i'm going to do.
i'm so sorry about everything.
i hate life.
i hate life.
i hate life.
i hate life.
i hate life.
i hate life.
no warmth.