Late night musing. (might want to read this)
Hmm...
I feel that there is alot on my mind, my hand needs to grasp a pen else I won't rest.
I know I've really cut off people, specially lately. I'm sorry, but also kinda not. I don't intentionaly do it, but, I still do. I dunno, my destructive side has been creeping in lately, as in for the last while. It happens, its good and bad, as most things. I mean, its better than being listless.
Everything is off balanced, yet not. I mean with alittle tipping/nudging, it could be good. I mean, I have my family, friends that support me, a loving girlfriend (whom I happen to love just as much back), my own home (sorta two...), I can still see, hear, taste, and even feel. I got alot going for me... and you know what? I didn't realize it until now.
wow.
I'm loved.
thats comforting.
I think I need to keep myself from losing any of it...
Infact, I know I need to keep it. (sorry if I just refered to you as it.)
Yes...
I love you people, you are dear to me. Just know that, even if I show otherwise sometimes.
hmm, late night musing I guess, been awhile since I've done that.
well, peace out. Hopefully you will hear from me soon.
I feel that there is alot on my mind, my hand needs to grasp a pen else I won't rest.
I know I've really cut off people, specially lately. I'm sorry, but also kinda not. I don't intentionaly do it, but, I still do. I dunno, my destructive side has been creeping in lately, as in for the last while. It happens, its good and bad, as most things. I mean, its better than being listless.
Everything is off balanced, yet not. I mean with alittle tipping/nudging, it could be good. I mean, I have my family, friends that support me, a loving girlfriend (whom I happen to love just as much back), my own home (sorta two...), I can still see, hear, taste, and even feel. I got alot going for me... and you know what? I didn't realize it until now.
wow.
I'm loved.
thats comforting.
I think I need to keep myself from losing any of it...
Infact, I know I need to keep it. (sorry if I just refered to you as it.)
Yes...
I love you people, you are dear to me. Just know that, even if I show otherwise sometimes.
hmm, late night musing I guess, been awhile since I've done that.
well, peace out. Hopefully you will hear from me soon.