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hey everyone,
yeah well how the fuck is everyone doing ? i have been mostly keeping to myself and all. i dont have band anymore so theres nothing for me to do but get hope full about playing with people or try joining 2 different bands. one failed the other plans on heavy pot smoking i am really at a dead stop. i want music not depleted lungs. music is my drug. fuck the shit hoe....random inquiries make me happy.
i really want to sing for a metal band along the lines of ares letum or tech metal like the red chord... ohh yeah the new red chord is fucking sexy. and the new bane is okay i got borred listening to the songs ,, but its still good.
i want to just play a show maybe once a month practice like one day for a couplke hours or a couple of times during the week for an hour or just go through the set and go home.. were all getting jobs i want to grow up touring is not for me any more i really just want a career and a family, music is a hobby in my own interest play in a band is good enough for me but getting super high on it is not my agenda. if it were to happen with a band i was in id leave gracefully knowing i helped and i have the ability to make it as a musician. i dont care really . music and playing it makes me happy.
im probably getting my car this weekend ford fucking torus or however its spelled i dont care.im gonna get a job soon.
the fucking band hopefully might get back together. i want to go to smythfest not to drink and die just enjoy fine quality music, and freinds.
i love cindy very much this is the girl im going to marry... i really do care for her she tickles my god damn fancy thats for sure.
time passes. people change... not me me and it seems most of my peers are growing up.
theres nothing wrong with growing up yes ambitious of are misguided youth are gone and the thought of them makes us miss it.. i like growing up,, i like the so called change. its fun in a bun.
we all are growing up we have to and its for the best. but the love i have for my gril freind , music and deffinatly freinds never dies. sorry to ramble on about growing up... it fucking sucks though lol bills are gay haha maybe i should become a hobo.
yeah pointless entry i guess. dont care. ill fucking mispell curse or swear or whatever be hyper happy and clean all i want.theres no point in getting mad at small shit anymore .. its really dumb and petty who ever has been mad.. nothing came out of it .. like you didnt win a toy car or anything.
the band needs to fucking come back this meeting will happen.
im still selling my drums maybe i wont have to if i have a god for fucking job good enough to pay some of them bills im soon to be having.]
pointless entry. much love josh cares.
yeah well how the fuck is everyone doing ? i have been mostly keeping to myself and all. i dont have band anymore so theres nothing for me to do but get hope full about playing with people or try joining 2 different bands. one failed the other plans on heavy pot smoking i am really at a dead stop. i want music not depleted lungs. music is my drug. fuck the shit hoe....random inquiries make me happy.
i really want to sing for a metal band along the lines of ares letum or tech metal like the red chord... ohh yeah the new red chord is fucking sexy. and the new bane is okay i got borred listening to the songs ,, but its still good.
i want to just play a show maybe once a month practice like one day for a couplke hours or a couple of times during the week for an hour or just go through the set and go home.. were all getting jobs i want to grow up touring is not for me any more i really just want a career and a family, music is a hobby in my own interest play in a band is good enough for me but getting super high on it is not my agenda. if it were to happen with a band i was in id leave gracefully knowing i helped and i have the ability to make it as a musician. i dont care really . music and playing it makes me happy.
im probably getting my car this weekend ford fucking torus or however its spelled i dont care.im gonna get a job soon.
the fucking band hopefully might get back together. i want to go to smythfest not to drink and die just enjoy fine quality music, and freinds.
i love cindy very much this is the girl im going to marry... i really do care for her she tickles my god damn fancy thats for sure.
time passes. people change... not me me and it seems most of my peers are growing up.
theres nothing wrong with growing up yes ambitious of are misguided youth are gone and the thought of them makes us miss it.. i like growing up,, i like the so called change. its fun in a bun.
we all are growing up we have to and its for the best. but the love i have for my gril freind , music and deffinatly freinds never dies. sorry to ramble on about growing up... it fucking sucks though lol bills are gay haha maybe i should become a hobo.
yeah pointless entry i guess. dont care. ill fucking mispell curse or swear or whatever be hyper happy and clean all i want.theres no point in getting mad at small shit anymore .. its really dumb and petty who ever has been mad.. nothing came out of it .. like you didnt win a toy car or anything.
the band needs to fucking come back this meeting will happen.
im still selling my drums maybe i wont have to if i have a god for fucking job good enough to pay some of them bills im soon to be having.]
pointless entry. much love josh cares.