Apr 11, 2005 14:50
I quit!!!!.
yeah im done theres no point in me playing anymore when im unhappy and not feeling the music. its either martyr coalition shit or what i want to play. and some members do and some dont so its not gonna work.so im sorry to anyone its just worth really being un happy. i want to join blood never dries but then again i decided that im really skeptical about playing with people who are r4eally into drinking and smoking i want to make music not be at practice where everyone is tanked and smoking in front of me. cause ill submit. and i refuse to go back to that life. not anything with them just different ideals. i want a band for purpose of making music and only music clean and smog free. i want to find people to do that....desmond where are you??? but yeah im done for a while if i can get to where i canplay what i want and in a clean enviromeant i can be happy. i reallly sorry but i need to start thinking of me a lil more i have alot of shit going on and need nothing but total happyness. sorrys if its selfish but i need my own things and ideals too cool guys.
love much mtb i miss you all and jack is still the hottest fucker around.