Jan 09, 2005 01:36
i feel like im abandoning everything good, and i know ive got to make this move- but if i cant stop crying, ill never be able to make the drive in the morning.
i said goodbye to adam tonight. he is such a bitch sometimes, but something in me cant help but love him so much it hurts. this will be the longest its ever been in our friendship between times that i see him, but i got my ticket this afternoon for wichita, ill be there friday evening march 18th.
and in the morning, i have the same goodbyes to deal with jaaz. im stopping by his house on my way through roseburg, i think a little part of me has fallen in love with him too- and that is so dangerous.
goodnight, next time im around, ill be in another state.