Update...
Ahh sweet LG time again. It has been very drastic in the past few days. I have been fucked over by many, lost some big money (long story but I am still fighting to retrieve it), lost some friends that I have been abandoning for months because I chose school and love over brotherhood…ahhh and last but not least - I went through a rather “peaceful” break up - uhm that would be the “love” part. Yes I am single again- after about 9 long months of togetherness. This has been one of the longest relationships I have ever been in. Some good times, most bad times - always in the verge of break up, always trying to hold it in, suck it up and dive back into it…nah not this time, I have giving up.
Jenna If you are reading this, and alas you probably are (after all you were spying on me from the first time I met you- shit, the CIA got nothing on you!). I just wanted you to know that I do not have any hard feelings towards you even though I may have been out of myself a few times and showed you otherwise. Whether we have been a good match I doubt greatly but that is the beauty in a wholesome relationship- evidently, opposites attract(ed) and I could not agree more. Secondly, individuals learn from each other, explorer each other and prosper with each other (sometimes it lasts longer than other times). The first few days will be the hardest but we need to suck it up and get through with our pains (if any on your part) and as you may know…time will heal everything and I cannot lie to impress the people in the world about not missing you at all, because I do- but it is weak and constantly fading as time passes.
When I first met you, I was overwhelmed with all the personality you possessed and it became a reason for me to fall for you. No one I had met in this great nation had expressed the kind of interest in me that you did and I appreciate(d) every second of it. Every time we got back together after a big fight (yes… running me over with your big black mustang---good times!), you felt so glorious that you won my heart -again and again with your huge efforts of sleeplessness, headaches, heartaches, desire and determination. But what you probably did not know was all this time you thought you had lost me and had to fight to get me back in pains because of my expressions of deep hatred and disinterest- all this time- I was never gone and you had never lost me, I was just taking time off from the drama but had you in my mind at all times, after all you had integrated yourself in my life for quite some time and I did…just like many other guys out there, made some adjustments and sacrifices in all sorts of areas to accommodate you in my life. Plagued by the fact that we both lost our interest for each other, I called it quits-It had nothing to do with your actions, hair, style, or anything else for that matter. It is however, a fact that I have giving you, without exaggeration, something I did to all the other girls I dated in the past- a sense for an improved self image, organization and knowledge of many cultures that only certain individuals have.
What is left to say is a warm good bye and a good luck in this big world, wishing you a prosperous life and thank you for being my girlfriend.
Omar
Jenna If you are reading this, and alas you probably are (after all you were spying on me from the first time I met you- shit, the CIA got nothing on you!). I just wanted you to know that I do not have any hard feelings towards you even though I may have been out of myself a few times and showed you otherwise. Whether we have been a good match I doubt greatly but that is the beauty in a wholesome relationship- evidently, opposites attract(ed) and I could not agree more. Secondly, individuals learn from each other, explorer each other and prosper with each other (sometimes it lasts longer than other times). The first few days will be the hardest but we need to suck it up and get through with our pains (if any on your part) and as you may know…time will heal everything and I cannot lie to impress the people in the world about not missing you at all, because I do- but it is weak and constantly fading as time passes.
When I first met you, I was overwhelmed with all the personality you possessed and it became a reason for me to fall for you. No one I had met in this great nation had expressed the kind of interest in me that you did and I appreciate(d) every second of it. Every time we got back together after a big fight (yes… running me over with your big black mustang---good times!), you felt so glorious that you won my heart -again and again with your huge efforts of sleeplessness, headaches, heartaches, desire and determination. But what you probably did not know was all this time you thought you had lost me and had to fight to get me back in pains because of my expressions of deep hatred and disinterest- all this time- I was never gone and you had never lost me, I was just taking time off from the drama but had you in my mind at all times, after all you had integrated yourself in my life for quite some time and I did…just like many other guys out there, made some adjustments and sacrifices in all sorts of areas to accommodate you in my life. Plagued by the fact that we both lost our interest for each other, I called it quits-It had nothing to do with your actions, hair, style, or anything else for that matter. It is however, a fact that I have giving you, without exaggeration, something I did to all the other girls I dated in the past- a sense for an improved self image, organization and knowledge of many cultures that only certain individuals have.
What is left to say is a warm good bye and a good luck in this big world, wishing you a prosperous life and thank you for being my girlfriend.
Omar