May 08, 2005 00:09
well my life is gay as hell. I am stuck in a really tight situation. I am dating you babe and my ex likes me and i also like her back. It sucks. I really do love you and seeing you is great. I hate being in this damn situation....I know u tell me its ok but its not. I need to be alone with you again. I just wish i knew what the fuck to do. everyone says do what my heart says well thats hard as hell when my heart loves both. then they say who makes u happier.....and i say both make me happy. i cant win at all lol. I feel bad cause i hurt both of u im sure knowing that i love both. bowling was fun haha. my ex cried on phone with me and i almost lost er myself. i just dont get it i never had a girl that cared this much b4 now i got 2. its crazy. i dont look that great, the only thing i see in myself is im nice. oh yea lol the car was fun too. i really wanna see you again like next weekend. my ex asked me tonight shes like ur not gonna break up with her are you and i just stayed silent. Well i gotta go to bed lol i work 9-2 sunday so i need rest. only 8 more days of school left i cant believe it. maybe then ill start to see you more. i hope so. well babe love ya tons and when u read this lol please comment and ill ttyl then. LOVE YA WITH EVERY LAST BIT OF MY HEART
~Aaron~