its been a long long long long long long time
"sometimes, its easy to be myself
and sometimes i find its better to be somebody else."
I like that song a lot. "So Much To Say" by Dave Matthews.
I got some Dave Matthews cds from my sister. And Alanis Morissette.
I really like those songs on hte CDs because she used to listen to them a lot, and when i visited her at college you could always hear Dave Matthews somewhere. And Erin (My sister) always played Alanis in the summer since I was like 8.
songs have really played into ways I remember things. Events, periods in my life. I try to hold onto them so much that I've exclusively set aside certain songs for exact feelings that I have. Champegne Supernova by Oasis reminds me of my past, and of when my sister and brother in highschool. I guess I told myself back then that it would be my theme for when I go to highschool.
I remember the begining of summer when I hear songs from (Don't make fun of me) Anything Goes because that musical happened to fall on a weekend in may that really sparked the begining of the summer feeling.
I get caught up a lot in feelings, and in the past.
I look at a time that i'm having so much fun at and I wish I could feel that way all the time, but then i realize that I can't feel that way forever. And then I get sad. Or I start to remember other times where i've felt similarly happy, and I try to make them exactly like that experience.
I guess what it really comes down to is that I am really enjoying highschool, no matter if i have a good day or a bad day (or week or month). I'll really miss the time i'm having in the future, but for right now I can't be thinking of how i'll miss it eventually, only how I love it now.
goodnight people, much love.
and great job in Picasso theatre peeps.
-kyle
"ciio cio san (1:39:28 AM): and while these are the best day's we've had
ciio cio san (1:39:38 AM): i like to believe they never stop"
and sometimes i find its better to be somebody else."
I like that song a lot. "So Much To Say" by Dave Matthews.
I got some Dave Matthews cds from my sister. And Alanis Morissette.
I really like those songs on hte CDs because she used to listen to them a lot, and when i visited her at college you could always hear Dave Matthews somewhere. And Erin (My sister) always played Alanis in the summer since I was like 8.
songs have really played into ways I remember things. Events, periods in my life. I try to hold onto them so much that I've exclusively set aside certain songs for exact feelings that I have. Champegne Supernova by Oasis reminds me of my past, and of when my sister and brother in highschool. I guess I told myself back then that it would be my theme for when I go to highschool.
I remember the begining of summer when I hear songs from (Don't make fun of me) Anything Goes because that musical happened to fall on a weekend in may that really sparked the begining of the summer feeling.
I get caught up a lot in feelings, and in the past.
I look at a time that i'm having so much fun at and I wish I could feel that way all the time, but then i realize that I can't feel that way forever. And then I get sad. Or I start to remember other times where i've felt similarly happy, and I try to make them exactly like that experience.
I guess what it really comes down to is that I am really enjoying highschool, no matter if i have a good day or a bad day (or week or month). I'll really miss the time i'm having in the future, but for right now I can't be thinking of how i'll miss it eventually, only how I love it now.
goodnight people, much love.
and great job in Picasso theatre peeps.
-kyle
"ciio cio san (1:39:28 AM): and while these are the best day's we've had
ciio cio san (1:39:38 AM): i like to believe they never stop"