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Sperm donor thinks he knows whats best for my Stelli. He wants rights. I'm so irrate. I feel sick, I feel dread. I have never had such horrible, angry, hateful feeling towards anyone like this before. I can't even explain the rage I feel. He knows whats best?? WTF he doesn't even KNOW "his child". I have never wished death on anyone before. I want it now. The thought of him touching her makes me feel violently sick. The depression I have been trying to dey now is coming to head and is bubbling over it uglier things. I can't believe this is happening.