Did You Hear A Word I Said?
"The choice is up to you,
to find out what to do.
To let it go or keep kicking me to the side.
I'm getting tired of your shit,
and I can't deal with it.
I gave up giving in, and now it's time to say goodbye"
so much for being happy.
that lasted about a week.
i dont think you understand how happy you make me.
i feel like i dont belong, and that im never good enough for anyone.
i feel so..displaced lately?
i dont know anymore.
im negative towards so many things lately.
what happened to me?
i hate this. i need change.
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and found another hole in a differnt pair of jeans yesterday.
wonderful.
thats the last thing i needed to see yesterday.
ughh i need a diet, and to stick with it.
god i feel so fat, and well, apparently i am.
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i just wish this was easier and i could believe you.
but i cant.