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Okay
so I more or less got Bri’ drunk on purpose last night to relax him and
relax me… bad days can only equal to bad nights unless fixed with
something amazing v.v…such as! A mix of hot sex *points* NOT
LITERAL…Yet >.> but vodka and then maybe some actual hot sex ^ ^ on the couch. Which ended up wearing us out and we didn’t yell at one another. It was nice. ANYWAY though.. I have a
real problem lately. And its got everything to do with people who build
themselves up on sugar wall only to be crumbled down by the rain that
has to be caused by someone else. But the problem is…as much as I would
like to play Mother Nature and send a hurricane their way…. I cant.
There are far to many hypocritical people in this world to set
everything straight. And alas the vast majority of us who disagree with
that of what seems to be going on are stuck watching the sugar walls
grow taller and taller up. How discouraging v.v…anyway! Some guy was
over the house last night…Victor Love? He looked Italian. Good looking
kid, 27 or 28..some where around there.
But it was sad to be able to read through his eyes. He loves my Brian
>.< and BLAH yeah I was almost jealous but then I wasn’t o.O cos
I really trust Brian and I don’t think he would ever cheat on me. But
it was just weird to be in the same room with someone who seemed to
have as strong feelings for Brian as I do. But…in a different light I
get to be in BIG rooms with lots of people that love Brian all the time
-.- Guess being one on one is a big difference then being on stage and
watching fans try and throw themselves on the stage <.> all in
the eye of the beholder, if you will. Uhm…hmm…I don’t have much else to
say about now. I’m a little tired so I’m thinking I will call it for
now. Adu