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Another sleepless night it seems. Not much to do at 4:21 in the morning. This fucked up British movie is on HBO. Can barely understand any of 'em. This one girl seems to talk without moving her mouth or teeth. Just some sort of sucky vantriliquist mumble. Was reading earlier. One of King's short stories, The Body. The movie Stand By Me was based off of it. Is a good movie, a good story too. They're a little different, but that's expected. I seemed to have gotten put in a depressed mood because of it. Think it started with this one passage in it. Some odd reason it made me think of stuff and then i just got depressed. Damn this computer is loud. Turned it on and thought it'd wake up everyone in the house. I think my feeling good period is gone. Now i'm back to what i've been usually like. Eh who knows, maybe it is just the tired me talking. I need some big change in my life. I seem to be just floating listlessly through it. I'm only 16 almost 17, i know, so i shouldn't expect much of anything. Just some change would be good. Is always the same 'ol same 'ol. Maybe if the same 'ol same 'ol had a little happyness in it to give me something to look forward to it wouldn't be that bad, but it doesn't. Tomorrow i go to school, B day, float from class to class just like every other school day. Then go to my dad's, where i do absolutely nothing just like every other day i'm there. Boring as hell there. Nobody really seems to make me happy here. This weekend i go to my cottage. Hopefully it'll be warm enough to swim. That's always fun. Maybe one of my cousins'll be up. I oughta try and get some sleep again. Get to turn this dern loud computer off. I've got so much buzzing around in my head i doubt i'll fall asleep. I'd write them out if i could, but i can't. One of the things said in The Body. Something how words can't always make do, basically. I'm not up to looking it up or recalling exactly what it said, but that's basically it. Too much in my head for words to expess it. No words used would beable to explain it right no matter how many i used or how many times i tried. Eh..i'm starting to feel shakey, i'm gonna go lay down. Bye now.