|| all you need is love ||
i am in a much better state than when i last posted in here.
my hormones are better in balance,
and things are starting to align for the better.
my finances are improving (slightly), which is great;
great enough, in fact, to stand alone.
i bought a few books the other day --
Self-Help by Lorrie Moore (a book doug recommended to me),
50 Jobs Worse Than Yours (#2 being "Afghani Travel Agent")
a book of 20th-century world poetry, and
20 Love Poems and a Song of Despair by Pablo Neruda. what.
i read one of the poems to a boy last night who asked to hear it.
he's all sorts of adorable. i'm developing a pseudo-crush.
well, i've had a pseudo-crush.
it's not a real crush, just a "if his parents would've conceived 4.5 years earlier, we could've had a shot" crush.
(yes, he's a young'n.)
he's universally recognized as the nicest boy on campus.
AND:
he gives the best hugs.
just an observation.
i have many of these pseudo-crushes;
mostly on dudes who are so darling,
they deserve girlfriends who are far more darling
than i could ever be.
and i'm really, really okay with that.
i can admire from afar.
i miss being sappy.
my heart has been weak from being out of love.
i need to remedy this, and quickly.
the weather is warmer,
and i'm starting to swell with happiness.
what a brilliant time of year.
what a brilliant way to end the Paschal lent.
agh!
brilliant!
Christ is in our midst!
my hormones are better in balance,
and things are starting to align for the better.
my finances are improving (slightly), which is great;
great enough, in fact, to stand alone.
i bought a few books the other day --
Self-Help by Lorrie Moore (a book doug recommended to me),
50 Jobs Worse Than Yours (#2 being "Afghani Travel Agent")
a book of 20th-century world poetry, and
20 Love Poems and a Song of Despair by Pablo Neruda. what.
i read one of the poems to a boy last night who asked to hear it.
he's all sorts of adorable. i'm developing a pseudo-crush.
well, i've had a pseudo-crush.
it's not a real crush, just a "if his parents would've conceived 4.5 years earlier, we could've had a shot" crush.
(yes, he's a young'n.)
he's universally recognized as the nicest boy on campus.
AND:
he gives the best hugs.
just an observation.
i have many of these pseudo-crushes;
mostly on dudes who are so darling,
they deserve girlfriends who are far more darling
than i could ever be.
and i'm really, really okay with that.
i can admire from afar.
i miss being sappy.
my heart has been weak from being out of love.
i need to remedy this, and quickly.
the weather is warmer,
and i'm starting to swell with happiness.
what a brilliant time of year.
what a brilliant way to end the Paschal lent.
agh!
brilliant!
Christ is in our midst!