The Muse is Loose!
haha that's not really funny. wait..maybe it is. hm.
I have nothing to do today! wow!
wait I need to go swimming.
My mind is freaking swimming already.
In a nutshell...Kyle hates me. And that hurts.
But he deserves it. We are no longer together.
But then he grabs at my phone when we were being civil and reads a text from Chris that says "I miss your voice baby, sleep well"
and he flips. He thinks I was cheating on him. I WAS NOT. Then Kyle asked how I met Chris, and I hesitated while he fumed. I admitted that I haven't. That Chris lives in Wisconsin. But He's coming to see me.
Kyle began to sob and yell, calling me stupid and an idiot for believing "shit like that" and that Chris was a liar. I started to yell back, threw his apartment key at him, grabbed my things, and started to leave. Kyle stopped me and tried to have the final word, going "I just wanted you to be happy, and apparently you've found a boy better than me who you haven't even met. Good luck with that."
I replied "You know what? Thanks. I hope we can speak again someday." Then left as I heard him sobbing.
I didn't cry. I was pissed.
This is the reason that I didn't tell alot of people about Chris. I was afraid that people would think weridly of our situation.
But you know what? Fuck them. Fuck anybody who isn't happy for me that I know somebody who makes me smile and feel as special as Chris does, which is more than Kyle ever did. Chris has so many more things going for him, and he really is an amazing person.
So if you can't be happy for me that I have someone like Chris and want to focus on the fact that I have never met him (I will in June) then keep your damn mouth shut about it.
*grumbles*
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BUT ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got bored and was looking at the Milwaukee County Zoo...
WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME?!
it's flippin cool!!!
Oh..and my professor decided to tell us that hey, they drew names for EATM. But oh no..they haven't told anybody yet.
I'm dying!
MollyOUT.
I have nothing to do today! wow!
wait I need to go swimming.
My mind is freaking swimming already.
In a nutshell...Kyle hates me. And that hurts.
But he deserves it. We are no longer together.
But then he grabs at my phone when we were being civil and reads a text from Chris that says "I miss your voice baby, sleep well"
and he flips. He thinks I was cheating on him. I WAS NOT. Then Kyle asked how I met Chris, and I hesitated while he fumed. I admitted that I haven't. That Chris lives in Wisconsin. But He's coming to see me.
Kyle began to sob and yell, calling me stupid and an idiot for believing "shit like that" and that Chris was a liar. I started to yell back, threw his apartment key at him, grabbed my things, and started to leave. Kyle stopped me and tried to have the final word, going "I just wanted you to be happy, and apparently you've found a boy better than me who you haven't even met. Good luck with that."
I replied "You know what? Thanks. I hope we can speak again someday." Then left as I heard him sobbing.
I didn't cry. I was pissed.
This is the reason that I didn't tell alot of people about Chris. I was afraid that people would think weridly of our situation.
But you know what? Fuck them. Fuck anybody who isn't happy for me that I know somebody who makes me smile and feel as special as Chris does, which is more than Kyle ever did. Chris has so many more things going for him, and he really is an amazing person.
So if you can't be happy for me that I have someone like Chris and want to focus on the fact that I have never met him (I will in June) then keep your damn mouth shut about it.
*grumbles*
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BUT ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got bored and was looking at the Milwaukee County Zoo...
WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME?!
it's flippin cool!!!
Oh..and my professor decided to tell us that hey, they drew names for EATM. But oh no..they haven't told anybody yet.
I'm dying!
MollyOUT.