Aug 27, 2005 14:41
well ive geen doing pretty good lately. last night i went to Amanda P's and had fun...though at the end of the night i didnt feel the same. i feel like some of the people that were there just didnt care to much for me being there. they were distancing themselves from me and not doing a good job of hiding it. i can understand one of them for being the way she was but the others, i just cant think of a reson that ive given them for being the way they were acting. i guess its too much to ask for a friend.
i wanted to thank Amanda for talkin to me though. sorry that it was at 1 in the morning and for keeping you up but you helped me out a lot.
when i got home i talked to Lorna on the phone till i was dilerious. we had some intresting conversations about random things. fun stuff. im soo tired though and i want to go out and do something somewhere with the friends i have. if you can think about anything to do just call me.