i miss new jersey like woah.
Weekends at York are pretty fucking boring. I don't want to go out cause there have been lots of shootings on Jackson St. and I don't feel safe. So, we go to malls and parks and what not. When I'm here I really don't drink much at all. There's a bottle of wine in my fridge and I don't even want it. I think I may throw it out. Anyway. York has weird things.
I've never visited so many malls before ever. I never buy anything at them, but I go cause it gives me something to do. It's lame, but it beats driving 2 hours every weekend. But I do miss my family and friends a great deal.
there's this hill across the street from school. it has pretty trees. i like taking pictures of trees. i'm not sure why. i made chris go to a park with me today. it wasn't that nice, but it was outside. i just want color because i think i'm the palest girl on campus. not cool at all. i look gross. i need a tan asap.
see. i blend in with the light.
and this kid gets tan as hell.
there was a beautiful view.
i made chris play with me today. i felt like i was 12.
i found horses. i love them. i want one when i get older. so that's it. that's my weekend. i missed court but you can't control life. and i'm sorry to everyone that knew Todd. RIP.