this fucking sucks
im so sad now...
ian's leaving today
and he's coming to pick me up in half an hour
i think its pretty cool that
all his friends are gonna go to the airport w/ us
im gonna be the person crying the hardest
and that really sucks
and im gonna feel akward riding back w/ his mom...
im gonna take tons of pictures of us
before he gets on the plane...
but when i think about it
we'd have to go thru this feeling anyway
because im moving to tokyo
so id be leaving him instead of him leaving me
i hope he comes back to oki
and i can come back at the same time
i hope nothing bad happens
to either of us
Olivia