Playing the winner

[oliviaosee]

Did you know Im in love with a scandal-
Im also in love with myself
But you have to love your self, to love someone else.
I want to put it all on the line.
I want to shut my mouth and run away
I want to know the whole story
I want my past
I want it to fall into place
I want to be tougher
I want my phone to ring
I want to hear the words that could make me melt
I want Priority
I want to quit you
I want addiction to go away
I want you
I want to have no expectations
I want you to think about me all the time
I want you to walk into my life
I want to need you all the time
I want to not always run away
I want to loose my fear
I want it to be easier
I want to know myself better
I want to be content for once in my life
I want to feel compasion
I want to be yours
I want to have genuine feelings
I want to not have predispostions about you
I want not to melt when I look at you
I want the butterflies to start
I want you to leave
I want you to stay
I want to stop living a lie
I want you to be honest
I want to be honest
I want to stop lieing
I want to know you
I want you to know me
I want to be number one
I want it to be less drama
I want to be amazed
I want NO Ones opinion
I want to make my own decsions
I just want what I want
I think that this is enough, but I crave you, Is it an addictive personality, or am I just played so well?
I ll never know
"How did I end up here?"